gosh, you guys

I had such a super special awesome day off

Pass a Secret Note ✘ Meme


wells. I wanna do it but I don't want to link to the original entry because it says no negativity and I totally wish someone would be brutally honest with me about the sort of person I can be.

I doubt anyone wants to do this, ahahaha, but if you do that'd be rockin'. just comment anonymously. I've turned off IP logging and stuff (I don't know wtf it was doing on anyway), so don't worry if you wanna tell me I'm an evil whore who should die. I won't know it's you. basically if there's anything you wish you could tell me -- good or bad -- but don't want to to my face, you can do it here

yay honesty!

in other news I had a particularly horrifying dream today and my back is fucking killing me, god damn it

fuck D:

I can only send you the questions if you promise to do the meme!

1. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
2. Answer one question with one name.
3. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.

If you do, I'll fucking cut you.



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1. papel_luna
2. tenkilove
3. ask10_2
4. kame_pie
5. castawaylove
6. bedlam_murmurs
7. gloomroom304
8. kitsune_rin
9. kitsune_rin
10. loverave
11. naminjabianque
12. gloomroom304
13. peahat
14. boxing7clever. BOTH, haha.
15. punday
16. bedlam_murmurs
17. loverave
18. ask10_2
19. tenkilove
20. kitsune_rin
21. sunanditsshadow
22. bedlam_murmurs
23. sayvan
24. boxing7clever
25. Absolutely none of you.
26. I don't even want to answer. :(
27. tenkilove
28. sunanditsshadow
29. boxing7clever. Yes, really.
30. lololol have fun

- I get paid to sit on my ass and do nothing for hours at a time
- Week days are very much dead so I have extremely little paper work to do
- What little paper work I do have is incredibly easy to do and takes less than five minutes
- My boss is one of the coolest men on the planet and is extremely nice to me
- I am supplied with more diet coke than I could ever hope to drink on my own because my boss is addicted to it too
- There is a tiny kitten that lives in the shop because Milt lets her stay and feeds her
- I get paid to go play with her when I have nothing to do
- I am right across the street from the mall where Moon Zen Cafe is
- I could probably eat there every day if I could afford to
- I have absolutely no dress code so I can wear whatever the fuck I like
- I get paid more than minimum wage to do all of this
- I'm making a thousand bucks a month and will be making more the second I've been working here for ninety days
- It's a full time job with benefits like paid sick days and two weeks paid vacation
- I can text at work when I'm bored
- We work with moon bounces and I get to play in them when they need cleaning
- I started my first day in a position of power over everyone except Milt


CONS

- it is freezing inside the office I can fix this by wearing a jacket
- it's really pretty boring I can keep myself entertained with thinking about porn and texting, which is pretty much what I do at home except now I get paid to do it


therefore
ONLY THE AWESOMEST JOB EVERn

I HAVE A JOB. WHOOOOOO.

I am now working at iRent from 9:30 AM to 6:30 PM, five days a week. Oh my god you guys, I'm so excited. It's an actual, full time job with benefits and I'm all pumped oh my god. It seems like a really easy job that I'd really like. This is awesome, oh man.

I calculated with my pay and stuff so I should be getting $1,188 a month. He's starting me out at $6.60 but he told me that if I stay for ninety days and do a good job, I'll automatically be bumped up to $7.00. This is fucking sweet because I've never even held more than nine hundred bucks in my life at one time. And I realize that I could actually afford an apartment on that paycheck, even though I don't actually want to live here in Brownwood. It just makes me feel better for when I move away so that if I get another job similar to iRent in a bigger city that actually pays better, I could live by myself and not have to cry myself to sleep every night from being unable to pay the bills.

THIS IS AWESOME GUYS.

Also at the moment I have like five hundred bucks in the bank so I can start saving up yet more money. omg someone make me stop spazzin' plz

I... I realized today that I really really like the show Little Bear. Yes it's a kid show. But... but I like it. I don't really know why, I just do. I wish Mother Bear was my mommy. :( Okay maybe not, but the point still stands that I inexplicably enjoy watching Little Bear anyway. Even if it's really weird that his parents wear clothes, but Little Bear and all the other animals are naked.

Whatever Little Bear

in other news I have been in a pretty fabulous mood today for the first time since... well, I don't know, but it's been awhile I guess?

so lately, I've had nothing better to do than read fanfiction and manga on Yaoi Daily, and I've been looking at one in particular that, thus far, has two chapters, in which a bus driver sees a passenger and then flashes back to a time in school where he raped said passenger.

this is not the problem. the problem lies in the flashback itself wherein he recounts that after he 'bullied' the passenger/student, said student disappeared from class and wouldn't return to his seat beside the rapist. and he seems to be baffled by this.

I'm sorry, is this some sort of fucking mystery to you? Do you really need someone to explain why someone generally doesn't want to sit beside the person who brutally sodomized them with ballpoint pens and then raped him himself?

Jesus Christ, yaoiland. What the fuck.

I have decided that 'puckered entrance' is my least favorite term for a butthole ever. I even like it less than 'butthole'.

Honestly, fanfic writers, what's the deal.

I was supposed to be on a bus to michigan today

but I got the the terminal and got so terrified I thought I was going to die. then my mom called and asked me to come back to brownwood and I totally caved

I knew this would happen

T, you are amazing. I'll tell you a thousand times if you need me to ♥ I'm sorry for being a wuss

oh my fucking god

I just tried to watch the dubbed version of Air Gear on YouTube

Agito's voice is so fucking horrible I am in phsyical pain D:



edit; His Japanese voice is so much cuter. ♥' It's a hell of a lot closer to what I had in my head. Whatever, dubs.

EVERYBODY, RIGHT NOW

RIGHT NOW

GO TO THIS SITE RIGHT NOW AND READ COUNT CAIN GODCHILD. SERIOUSLY, DO IT

:FUCKIN CRYING LIKE A HYSTERICAL BABY:

THIS IS THE BEST FUCKING MANGA EVER

EVER

IF YOU DON'T MIND CRYING LIKE A HYSTERICAL BABY. I AM SO GLAD NO ONE CAN SEE ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I'M SOBBING FOUNAINS.

oh my god I am hurting so bad and I do not have the faintest clue why. fuckin' a

why

in other news I have decided to cosplay. only I do not know who to cosplay as. have narrowed it down to Quistis Trepe, Echidna (The Bouncer), Minato, and possibly Akito. the only thing am worried about Akito is that I am way too fucking girly but then I remember that it's Akito.

oh, and maybe a Dancer from Final Fantasy Tactics

I don't know

oh my god why do I hurt, augh

So have a meme.

( an absurdly long meme )

I got a gmail today

for some reason

lets.go.frolic@gmail.com

I fucking hate how fragile my stupid laptop is. This is the third fucking time this piece has broken, and now I have to order it off the internet yet again. Bette is such a piece of shit it's unbelievable.

I hate this. I'm too stupid to live on my own.

If I wasn't so afraid of how shitty my family would be to me, I'd want to go home

Kaitlin and I moved into our dorm like two days ago, or the third. Whatever. I'm tired and out of it and sort of annoyed because we won't get internet until Thursday :C

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN WONDERING WHERE THE FUCK I AM even though it's probably not many because I just checked my e-mail and the only one I had unread was one from Facebook. :C THNX GUYS.

okay just kiddin

AHAHAHA. OH MY GOODNESS. YOU GUYS, I AM DOING NANO WHAT THE HELL. 50,000 words in THIRTY FREAKIN' DAYS.

I finished the first part of my thing. So, uh, READ IT I GUESS IF YOU WANT TO. PLZ TELL ME IF IT SUCKS? 3160 words oh my. THIS IS OFFICIALLY THE LONGEST THING I HAVE EVER WRITTEN, HAHA.


( bitter pills )

My life is still happening, you guys. Just thought I ought to throw that out there considering I haven't updated this thing in, like, two months. SORRY. :C Especially to Rin, since she commented at me to prod my lazy ass into updating and I still hadn't done it.

I can only assume this is because my days are not really filled with that much, to be quite honest. I do school. I come home and do internet, or I go to Kaitlin's house and do internet and/or Sims 2, which tends to be a hell of a lot more satisfying than doing internet, I can tell you that.

My life is still very easy. I still am a bum with no job. I still have some pretty awesome friends and an even more awesome girlfriend. I have a collection of awesome Sims who are sort of obscenely pretty, and one fucking giant, gorgeous house that is an exact replica of Alaric's penthouse. Also I have some new pictures/ icons with Sakeybear which are rather squee-enducing for people who like Sakey.

In short, I remain to be pretty dull. But that is a-okay with me because it is better than having a life that is exciting but miserable.